my stomach hurts. and not because of a binge or throwing up and feeling anxious. i had a bowl of oatmeal and 10am, didn't eat lunch because i wasn't hungry yet, and then whoooosh-the ache came. this happens often and despite seeing specialists and herbalists and acupuncturists, this familiar ache still happens. it is this ache that i wish i could rip out my stomach and put in a new one, or give mine a healing bath and like magic it would all be good again.
oh but wait. this is not my stomach. let's be anatomically correct: the pain is actually located in the intestines...my stomach itself feels fine. i think my intestines literally knot themselves up with the anxiety of having to digest food that my mind wants to hate.
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